the only exception

i could've sworn that i am totally attracted to your smile. yes, i'm guilty for staring at you. that night when we are all sat on one table, enjoying the night, your smile was just so perfect and mesmerizing you made my eyes glued to you. and your stare gives me the strength to pull away.

i could've sworn that the touch on the hips meant something. i joked you about something you'd promised to tell. and while we waited for the doors to open, you pinched me on my waist and it never left there. i decided not to leave and spend the rest of the night with you and your housemates despite the consequences.

i could've sworn that my night went perfect. that night our lips were on a silent rendezvous. our hands locked like the key was thrown away for good. and our bodies felt each others warmth. simple bliss on a silent night.

i could've sworn that i loved the surprise kiss you made. as we made our way to a bread shop that morning we held hands despite the people staring at us. and while i waited on at the door of that shop, you surprised me with a kiss on the cheek in public, in front of other buyers and the cashiers. i should feel uncomfy that you did it - but i didn't.

i could've sworn that i will never regret the whole day i spent with you. you had your mood swings and "pagatataray", but i thought it was rather sweet. your surprised kisses and hugs just swept me off my feet. it was then i decided i was going for this...

i could've sworn that you are the only exception. i know and i am expecting that i'd be hurt in the end, but still i refuse to stop, cause the feeling brought about this is just so overwhelming. i'd soon run out of reasons to be happy - once this is over - but that's ok. i have been living my life that way for long now, so it's not something i'd feel surprised about.



i could've sworn that i am loving you now...

Thankie!

Thank you sa lahat ng nagbabasa, nagbasa at magbabasa ng blog ko.

Felt like I never had the chance to thank you all.

Yun lang.

Feel ko lang magdrama bakit ba.

*MwaHugZ*

-JuLiaN (aka SourcE)

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Plain

Have you ever been to a point in your life that you have a lot of things in mind, a lot of plans, a lot of hobbies to spare and like you can busy yourself with all the things you can and wanted to do, but come that time when you wanted to do it, you just can't. Probably because your just not up to it yet, you just don't feel like doing it or your just plain lazy to do it.

Yeah?

Me? Yes.

So many times. Including now...

Long Day... and Long Night..

Just had a long day today (redundant ba?)... and since I think, I'm gonna have a long night as well....








I'll get back to you!