The Day

"Now I am calling it a day. I don't know, maybe I should also "call it." Some things are just not meant to be. Things happen, you think you feel something, you hope he is feeling the same way, but the in the end you tend to realize, it is not the way it is supposed to be. Not everything is going to go your way. All the time, it wasn’t that way. No matter how it hurts, you tell yourself, it's ok. You be thankful for having R****** complete your day. And as usual, life goes on. The world moves on and so should you."

- The day I stopped believing in love at first sight.. or first talk.. 

and it always boils down to expectations.. 

Blow-out

Laptop Blogs Revisited

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

3:32 AM

Get a life!! I know how you work!! I'm not gonna lose it ONE MORE TIME. You got me ONCE, you'll never get me again!!!

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Hayz, I'm just inches away from another blow-out! Not the happy blow-out everybody is thinking about, but it’s the negative interpretation.

As you know, your father has read your journal and has found out that "you know" skeleton-in-the-closet thingie. And all my reasons didn’t work out. And with all due respect, I promised my dad that I'll never be what he is thinking with which I never fulfilled. He actually asked my to burn that journal, but "hell no!"

Now, he is here again. He so suspicious. When he came home from Laoag one day and I was sleeping, he woke me up just to say I'm here and he looked at my room, scrutinizing the papers here and the things there. Though I'm still sleepy as oil during those times, I still managed to look after him as he did his scrutinizing. And fortunately, he found nothing.

Then this incident happened. Today, or I mean, earlier today, I went down to watch TV and as usual, for "safety" purposes, whenever I leave my laptop, I would normally log it off and close it. I did log it off but did not close the laptop. I didn’t because I thought they were asleep. As I watched the cute Jumong do his act, I heard the sound of the screensaver (Like a burning something) and it was loud. Loud that I could hear it and loud that my dad woke up just to stare at the computer.

Hearing someone come out of the room. I immediately jumped out of my seat and went up just to realize that he was staring at the laptop trying to figure out what the sound was and what's on the screen.

I never thought that the screensaver shown was (****)'s pic ******** (super hot and super sexy - super yummy!!)

I think my father was having a hard time figuring out what the image was, partly because of the flame thingie that covers the image and changes the color, the dark colored feature of the pic, plus the angle from where he is looking at. He is looking from the top of the laptop - laptops have different colors when viewed from different sites.

With that in hand, I immediately looked at the monitor, shocked at the picture I saw (oooh sexy!) and immediately closed the laptop. And as usual my fathers scrutiny rose again. He was asking if I had a secret in there that I didn’t want him to know. I didn’t answer the question and asked if the sound creating a noise. He just said yes, went back to the room as I checked on my laptop.

I went down with my laptop and realized what I didn’t do. And reasoned out to myself that I have rights to privacy. I have the rights to have secrets from my father. I'm old enough to do so.

Laptop Blogs Revisited

I just thought I'd share you what were the contents (some) of my Laptop Blogs.. ha ha..

Last year, I made a list of the Best Laptop Blog Quotes I have written... Written a year and 8 days ago...

Got so many things to do. But hey, relax.

Have a game! Life's a game! Play on!!

10:00 PM 7/12/2007

Hayz. Been a long time since I last wrote here. And as usual. I am still jobless. I turned down (actually I wasn’t accepted - but they called me and said that if I do pass the standard of their VP, they would hire me) the microbiologist offer. There's just too much at stake. You'd be running a lab without any supervision. And I mean "without" - nada, zero, zilch, nothing. And you'd be handling foods that should be microbiologically tested before released to the general public. And she (the one who interviewed me) said that there is no room for errors!

How can that be? They wont find a perfect one. Even their past microbiologist committed mistakes yet he/she has worked in pharmaceutical companies before. Her messages are so contrasting. We ended up saying what qualifications they are looking for, and if I ever had known anyone with their standards, let them know. Hell no! Let them look for themselves! After turning me down, you expect me to look for you? How could you? There's no way! If youre looking for a microbiologist, I would suggest you advertise in the classified sections of newspapers or just advertise. But honestly, I hope you don’t find any. Hahaha. The devil in me laughs again.

The past two days has been too scientific. I attended an Annual Convention sponsored by the National Academy of Science and Technology. It was not as informative as other seminars and conferences. They should've invited education majors and all science and math teachers for the elementary and secondary levels because the topic was more of science and math education empowerment and strengthening. But hey, at least, you got to handshake with the very professional Che-Che Lazaro, exec of The Probe Team. And I got certificates.. credentials indeed. Plus, I got to bond with my microbiology friends and see my former professors.

Other than attending the seminar, I do what I always do - SIGHT-SEEING. Was so surprised that there were a lot of cute guys who are math and science geeks. Ha ha ha… That's so much fun. There's just a bunch of them. They are so yummy. Imagine having sex in a laboratory, ha! And also one guy that stole my "senses" was not a participant, but a waiter. Cute eyes, hairs good, and the face is so sensually hard and makes me so horny. His name? KHEN. That is with an "H". Nice name. Never even got to say goodbye to you. Hope we meet again, on bed.

Got so many things to do. But hey, relax. Have a game! Life's a game! Play on!!

Copied and pasted exactly. With the grammatical errors and all that. May isang paragraph nga lang ako na tinanggal.. Too personal. And of course, my name, actually, my G4M name..