Earth Hour 2010

Save our home. Save your home. Do your share.

March 27, 2010
8:30 - 9:30 PM Local Time
Switch YOUR Lights off for JUST an HOUR


Help save our HOME.
Do your share.

sHouTouTs from tHe soUrcE (#3)

we sacrifice not because we are too afraid of what will happen.



















we sacrifice because we believe there is something better for us.

the only exception

i could've sworn that i am totally attracted to your smile. yes, i'm guilty for staring at you. that night when we are all sat on one table, enjoying the night, your smile was just so perfect and mesmerizing you made my eyes glued to you. and your stare gives me the strength to pull away.

i could've sworn that the touch on the hips meant something. i joked you about something you'd promised to tell. and while we waited for the doors to open, you pinched me on my waist and it never left there. i decided not to leave and spend the rest of the night with you and your housemates despite the consequences.

i could've sworn that my night went perfect. that night our lips were on a silent rendezvous. our hands locked like the key was thrown away for good. and our bodies felt each others warmth. simple bliss on a silent night.

i could've sworn that i loved the surprise kiss you made. as we made our way to a bread shop that morning we held hands despite the people staring at us. and while i waited on at the door of that shop, you surprised me with a kiss on the cheek in public, in front of other buyers and the cashiers. i should feel uncomfy that you did it - but i didn't.

i could've sworn that i will never regret the whole day i spent with you. you had your mood swings and "pagatataray", but i thought it was rather sweet. your surprised kisses and hugs just swept me off my feet. it was then i decided i was going for this...

i could've sworn that you are the only exception. i know and i am expecting that i'd be hurt in the end, but still i refuse to stop, cause the feeling brought about this is just so overwhelming. i'd soon run out of reasons to be happy - once this is over - but that's ok. i have been living my life that way for long now, so it's not something i'd feel surprised about.



i could've sworn that i am loving you now...

ang mahalaga...

alam ko naman na mali.

maling mali.

pero hindi ko napigilan.

sinubukan ko pigilan.

nagustuhan ko rin.

pero kahit na gusto ko.

nasasaktan ako.

sobra.

bawat oras.

bawat minuto.

bawat sandali.

ok lang na masaktan.

totoo naman.

hindi ko lang matanggap.

ang kalokahang ipinipilit kong ipasok.

sa puso at sa isip ko.



ilang beses din.

ilang pagkakataon din.

may nasirang pagkakaibibigan.

may masisira pang pagkakaibigan.

hindi lang yung pagkakaibigan namin.

pati yung atin.



handa naman ako.

kung paano ka nilaglag ng minahal mo.

ganun din ako.

alam ko naman na pwedeng dumating dito.

ok na to.

matatanggap ko rin to.

mauuntog din ako.

matututo din ako.

patuloy na uusad.

patuloy na lalakad.

patuloy na makikipagsapalaran.



ayoko lang na dumating ang oras.

wala na ako maramdaman.

na kahit ano.

sa kahit kanino.

kahit kailan.

at kahit saan.




ang mahalaga sakin.

kahit minsan sa aking buhay.

nagpakatotoo ako.

sHouTouTs from tHe soUrcE (#2)

you know the good thing about feeling pain?














is the fact that you're still being true to yourself...

The Cycle

Love conquers all



Someone has to and will get hurt



Life goes on

Buksan Mo!

I read this quote in one of the blogs I stumbled on..

you know something's wrong,

when after a long hiatus,

you start blogging again.

I wanted to believe there's really something wrong with me that made me go back to blogging... But then I tend to think I've never changed. I've only grown a year older.

Yes. You read it right. I'm a year older. Hopefully, as the years pass along my veins, arteries and nerves, I become stronger and better. That even if I have realized that love is something I shouldn't believe in, I'll always have reason to live and pursue whatever I want to happen in my life.

As I was making the picture above to thank all the people who either have been notified by their Facebook Calendars, by groups messages received from others and those who really remembered my birthday, I saw this ad from coke - simple words - yet really inspiring and convincing.. read on...

Ibuhos ang saya hanggang lahat ay mahawa

Buksan ang sarili. Wag pigilin ang tawta

Hatakin ang barkada. Game kahit saan mapunta

Bagong trip, ba't di subukan? Sama ka, 'wag magpaiwan

Kilalanin ang kapitbahay. Batiin ang kaaway

Pag nadapa, bangon lang. Pag may tumawa, bow na lang.

Kung manalo, eh di masaya. Kung matalo, may next time pa.

Kung mahal mo, pakita mo. Walang mawawala sayo.

Pangarap, wag bitawan. Malay mo. Subok lang.

Sama-sama. Salu-salo. Buhay Coke, Buksan mo!

Simple statements I will live by as another book opens for me to write on.

Life's a game. Play on. Play it hard. Play it well!

-seaN j @ 26

Soon!

I'll be back soon!

:)